Stupid, Little, Whiny, Brat!

I need a nap. Can I have a nap?
--No.
Are you sure??
--Yes!
Yes, I can haz nap or yes you're sure?

--NO!
No you're not sure or no I can't haz nap?
--NO YOU CAN'T HAVE A NAP!!!
Fine! (jerk)

I didn't sleep well last night. I blame it on my circadian rhythm. The alarm was set to go off at 7:15 this morning, but I woke at 6:30 instead. I found myself looping through the no, I want to stay asleep, but I can't because my medicine wore off, but I'll try anyway in case I can, and now I'm frustrated because I can't fall back to sleep phase.

I reluctantly dragged myself out of bed, popped some stimulants, got ready for the day and went on. I'm so tired, so very very tired. I can't nap! The stimulants won't allow it today. What's with that? Sometimes they keep me awake and sometimes they act like they have Narcolepsy! All I want to do is sleep. Ahhh, luxurious fluffy cloud sleep, dead to the world, paralyzed muscles, dreams... ahhh... but alas, I cannot.

I think I want to be him. Don't you?
Doesn't he look sooooo comfy? I'm jealous!

Talking to you, my little Bedtime Bear supersleeper.

You know what happens when I don't get a nap?



That's right. I get grumpy. I'm totally grumpy bear, and I probably will be forever.

--You're so negative.

No, I'm electron!

Yesterday I found myself feeling a little negative Nancy and wondered what causes a bad mood. I consulted Google God and found an interesting Wired article. After I'd educated myself on the idea of my pissed off ego and thwarted goals, I vowed that the next time I felt perturbed I'd be sure to be aware of it.

Ah, what do you know? It's one day later. Today it happened when I couldn't have a nap (it's happening now, as I type this, and this and this). Once it was clear to me that I was being a BRAT, like a child, I decided to consult Google God with the search STUPID LITTLE WHINY BRAT. There was a picture in Google God Images of that little jerk, Calliou. Don't get me wrong, he's cute... sort of but also not at all because he sucks at life and always gets his way. Sorry Calliou! (No, I'm not. Don't tell him or he'll cry.) I clicked on his dumb picture and found Giftedly Outspoken's Blog. It made me LOLzzz and those ZzzZzzZzz's are calling.



I think this song was written from a proton to an electron.




"Animal"

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid
You're never satisfied
Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just
A cannibal
And I'm afraid
I won't get out alive
I won't sleep tonight

Oh oh
I want some
More
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
Take a bite of
My heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some
More
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting for
Say goodbye to my heart
Tonight

Here we are again
I feel the chemicals kickin' in
It's getting heavy
And I wanna run
And hide
I wanna run and hide
I do it every time
You're killin' me now
And I won't be
Denied by you
The animal inside of you

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting for
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Hush, hush The world is quiet
Hush, hush We both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand?
Whoa, I won't sleep tonight

Here we go again [3x]

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting

Here we go again [3x]
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting for
Say goodbye to my heart tonight